Thursday, December 12, 2013
i know exactly what grabbed that tendril of a thought and began pulling the thread of it. i know exactly what began to unravel before i grabbed the scissors and snipped it. the next 3 days are jammed with dinner dates with friends of my husband's. i have nothing to wear that 1) fits, and 2) is appropriate. It is not likely that wearing sweats or jeans or my bathrobe will be appropriate in the restaurant we are headed to friday night. with relatives of husband's that i have never met. and time is too crunched to be able to go find something. so, that reminded me of my doctor appointment Monday which ended with a pronouncement that a 2nd sleep study should be done with a CPAP. It is an equal pull between the CPAP study and the nothing-to-wear issue. So, I could sit in my closet and wail about this, or rearrange everything in an attempt to find time to shop and at least find a new top, and wear the same bottoms (I have 1 pair of black dress pants that fit). And that realization led me to remember a bin of clothes from last year that hasn't been unpacked for winter yet. there may just be a sweater in one of them that would work. why am i rambling on about this? i guess i'm kinda proud of myself for not just laying down and taking what the lies in my mind had to dish out. hmmmm…what other lies am i believing?
at 9:30 AM