the thing of it is this...i'm exhausted and sleep like it's my job, and i don't feel like i have a direction...a new direction, anyway...and i feel like it's shifting toward a new direction, but i'm not sure where that is or where i'm headed. when i was little, i remember a cartoon i saw on our old scratchy black-and-white tv...the cartoon character was sleepwalking and got up on some girders in a high-rise construction site. just as he was about to step off a girder into the great void, another girder would come swinging by and he'd miraculously step onto that. it continued like that for a bit. that's how i feel, kind of. except i'm not sure where the next girder is coming from, and don't know which way to step. i am sleepwalking though! there are some really cool opportunities i'm involved in - my show in May, Squam necklaces, necklaces in-store at Rockywold-Deephaven, website workshops, etc etc, and i'm grateful for all of it every single second. but it feels like a shifting of direction is not in any of those directions. oy. we'll see what happens.
Meanwhile...I've spent a few Amish days...barely checking email on my phone, not logging on to the computer at all, no tv, and with the exception of a web workshop yesterday i've just kept to myself and quiet. it's been nice. i actually finished reading Arcadia, which will find it's way to Sue this week sometime. The author is from this area-ish, and mentions my city a few times. kinda cool.
diva dog is in full howl, so i will wish you an excellent evening filled with shooting stars against an indigo sky....
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