Sunday, November 11, 2012
yes. sad but true. as hard as i try to be me, it seems i end up being Other Me. The crabby cranky inward-focused me. the sad, dark, weepy caught-in-a-tornado of badness me. but i am trying. and that's as good as i can do today. so i'm glad that i did my best for today. sometimes we do things that flat out suck - our attitudes or energy levels are not what we would consider the best, but on that given day, it is truly the best we can do. so i think as long as you do your best, even if it isn't perfect - or far far from it - then you're doing okay.
i gave the past week my full effort. it wasn't my best in any way, shape or form. but it was all i had to give. so i apologize if i hurt your feelings, or didn't fulfill my end of something, or forgot something important. truly - i am sorry. but it was the best i could do. next week should be better.
at 7:03 PM